In December 2023, Aella made a post to X (Twitter) sharing a Google application where anyone could sign up to take part in the gangbang. The event inspired reactions and memes over the following days.
This post will be even rougher in editing than usual because I wrote so much in my notes.
First things first:
I participated in Aella’s Gangbang, which was awesome1! And we’re allowed to talk about what happened, but just not who was there (except Aella), so here’s a post about it!
This post includes:
A bunch of links to others’ posts/podcasts on the topic (first- and second-hand), the most comprehensive I’ve seen to date
Retelling my Gangbang experience from my limited perspective
Some of my random thoughts after the fact
A short Q&A (feel free to ask further questions in the comments below)
Lost my v-card two days ago, with a girl who I (ironically) later learned went to the same high school as me. Didn’t recognize her until after we’d already had sex and she put her glasses on.
If you’re a long-time seducer, you likely won’t find anything new here, but I appreciate your feedback. For those with less experience, it may help to know the thoughts of a relatively new player who just jumped the biggest hurdle. Anyway, into the good stuff, the details of me and “Choker Girl” getting it going:
It was a fairly simple seduction, we met on Hinge and I kept replying to her with messages as she kept pinging back, until she caught interest by chance… not much special from the texting besides initiating about her “choker collection”. I leaned on my intuition (developed from watching and applying Playing with Fire’s Youtube videos) while trying to siphon out solid dates through dating apps (despite terrible logistics at my parents’ house), and she bubbled to the top.
It was fairly straightforward once the ball got rolling. I must’ve gotten lucky, after increasing my odds for a while with the help of a certain blogger’s mindsets:
The harder a guy works and the more he develops his skills, the luckier he gets. I’m training guys to be lucky and skilled. To recognize opportunity, to create opportunity, and to seize the opportunity once it’s recognized and-or created.
A second highlight of the texting was this, after we’d had a back-and-forth of questions and a call or two:
Unneeded ego boosting, last week
She brought this ^^ up specifically multiple times in subsequent calls and in person. I didn’t quite believe it myself, in the moment. But it was helpful for my vibe, convincing me I’m the player I’ve been striving to become. And ever since she’s said it, it’s “manifested” in real life.
She mentioned she has “Daddy issues” and a “high sex drive”, and that sex-positivity led very smoothly to me picking her up and bringing her to my place while I was home alone. I’d gotten physically close with (and not had sex with) two girls earlier this month before coming home from university, and those experiences lent the know-how and drive for the crucial moment.
At some point, I stopped taking my time “being a tease” (as she mentioned twice during sex) and put the condom on. It took fingering, then eating her out, then going inside her (staying long after I had come, in hopes of bringing her to orgasm), then fingering again until she came, and I didn’t even notice it except for a new tightness and her telling me verbally (she didn’t squeal or moan and was pretty quiet during orgasm, which surprised me).
No fanfare, barely any satisfaction in the moment. But I was very much “in the moment”, which I’m proud of; thoughts of how to paint her body with kisses and caress her and give her a fantastic time made my virgin-losing experience one of the better sexual experiences she’s had, apparently.
Choker girl was looking for a relationship, and while I give off “hot nerd” relationship-able vibes, I’m not really looking to settle down now that I’ve developed this amount of game. It would be too easy to fall back into blue-pill habits, though I might choose to based on other reasons…
Perhaps if she was more than the 5.5 she was, and if logistics were good, I could oblige her, but she was decidedly not skinny and rather saggy in several places. I rate her as high as I do not just because of her body, but because she’s relatively self-aware of the dating market and what she wants, and that intelligence is attractive. The desire for lots of “rough sex” doesn’t hurt her value in my eyes either.
Post-sex, I have mixed feelings. Maybe I need the Younger-Hotter-Tighter Krauser always talks about. Maybe it’s just that first-time sex is mediocre? I remember RedQuest said something in one of his posts about it taking until the 6th or 7th time for the sex to be good. But the problem is, with this experience, I’m not sure if I want to find out.
Choker girl was verbally responsive, but mostly “starfished” there where she was. Actually going inside her felt like masturbation with extra steps and less enjoyment, loosely (pun intended). I now viscerally understand how TRQ turns down a “marginal notch” for a good book instead.
While I’m whining when I should in fact feel accomplished for losing my v-card at 21 (and not much, much later), it felt like a good time to mention that pussy is visually rather ugly to me and it’s not so nice when it’s sweaty… and on the inside, it’s strange, sharply salty but also protein-y (reminds me of eggs but without the smell). Is this a normal thing?
(Edit: I think it’s likely more common for girls who don’t shower/clean themselves as much and who are on the chubbier side, but in recent exploits like the sexy ENM girl, I learned that the pussy and juice can actually both smell/taste/look good when hygiene is good and plenty of water is drunk.)
Maybe I don’t like eating girls out, but maybe too, I could have been overly focused on giving her pleasure to the point where I neglected my own. It sounded like she had a good time, which is good for my odds of becoming like Nash—a woman’s fantasy man. Or maybe I just didn’t like her taste in particular. I’m becoming quite partial to kissing girls though.
You should be thinking: “I am going to give this girl a great experience, she is going to feel comfortable, and interested, and cared for, I’ll pace where she is at sexually, I’ll read her, I’ll respond to what I see she needs, she’ll feel that response (specifically), we’ll move forward as she is ready… and of course great sex will be part of that. ” Do that… and never go any faster than it takes for her to feel all of that from you.
– Nash at daysofgame.com
This bit about focusing on the girl’s experience is important to me, as being too wrapped up in ourselves (narcissism) is a common issue The Last Psychiatrist and others—like RedPillDad—point out.
It appears I’m k-selected, as I’d rather do all the things up to sex/eating her out than the deed itself. I fantasize about having a girl to cuddle and hang out with regularly someday, while my current life in the countryside doesn’t support that. We’ll see though, as just yesterday I was fingering and making out with a cute hot girl, a solid 6, half-naked in the back of my car… perhaps I need more of a taste of the YHT vivacity that’s hooked so many players before me.
I may get that taste, as I have a meetup-date with a ~4.5 girl (lowest I’ll probably go from now on) from Tinder as well as a tentative second date with that same girl fingered in my car planned this coming week. I’d also like to become more like a sexual wolf, expert at bringing girls to the orgasmic state of mind, if I continue this route.
We will see. But on the other hand, who knows? I may decide sex isn’t for me after all.
One thing is for sure: I’m not out of the game yet, and I will be contacting RPD even sooner than I anticipated (heaven knows I ought to, I’ve been told >5 different times how good he is as a coach and how I need to contact him… but I want to get solidly packed for Japan first).
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